Conversations

Jen and I had a nice past few nights. She had got 3 days off from work because a few of her friends from back home were comin down, she had been planning this for months. On Friday she had got a voicemail from her one friend sayin that they would not be able to make it due to a flat tire and how much it would cost to fix it.

She was already having a hard time about getting older (25) and making new friends here has been hard for her so, all she wanted was to be with her best friends on her B-Day. I was not really planning on be around all that much I wanted to work all this weekend and then some. I had no idea what to say to her and how to react I knew she was feeling like crap about it all. I don't think I have witnesses her like this before and it was killing me. I had not prepared for her B-day and I only had about $40.00 on me. So, we went out to BW-3s had Chicken wings and beer. I was absolutly tired from not gettting any sleep the night before. I had woke up at 4 am and been up ever since.

As we ate and drank the night away we talked about a lot of things. She told me all about her relationship wth her biological father. She told me all about how he had left I think when she was about 7 years old and never saw her after that although he had only lived about 20 miles away. He mentioned to her mother that the reason why he had decided to stay away was because she always cried when he left her. According to him he did not want to see this so he decided to just stay away. Jen does not understand how he could do this and never try to be a part of her life. The conversation got pretty deep and Jen started to cry...could of been the beer to though.

Yea so we both got down to the nitty gritty of our lives..it was a good conversation for the both of us to have.

Clive Law