New Days Alone

She's gone and there was no warning.
A few roses now mark the day when she left me.
She gave me two roses, made love to me and left.
"I don't love you anymore."
I have not heard from her since.

This marks my new days alone.

Ali a girl I work with said that it was a good idea that I get out and have some fun.
Veronica left me on Thursday last week. Friday I went out with Ali and her friends.
I did have alot of fun and ended up with a weekend romace that filled my time so that
I did not think about Veronica for the time being.

2 days of druken madness and lust. It was wonderful. I missed it!
Lastnight was the first night that I actually had time to sit and think about all of this.
I don't know if I miss her or if I'm happy to be alone once more. I have not had time
to think about it.

I'm worried about what I'm going to do tomarrow. I have 2 days off and I'm not sure
what to do. I got so used to seeing her in my spare time and if not seeing her then
I knew that I would talk to her later that day or night. Now she's gone and I have
days and nights filled with silence to look foward to.

I have not made to many friends in this town even though I have been here almost a year.

Today I thought about moving to Chicago. I have this problem with running away from my
problems. I rarely stay and fight.

Huh? Funny I just looked at a bottle cap from a pop I just bought and it says:
"Soon you will be sitting on top of the world."

I really hope so because my life right now is about to become a very sad country song.
Grrr and I hate country music.

Clive