More time?

You demand more time ..

I'm not really sure where the hell you want me to gain that from but if you have any ideas please let me know. I'm trying to work on 2 careers here and you are on barely one?
Sacrifices have to be made in order for you to drive that new car of yours and mine .. in order for us to live where we do and in order for my children to be taken care of ... if this means that I can't spend as much time as you see fit then it has to be so. I'm sorry.

Hate me if you want but this is me .. I had nothing growing up and I swore to myself I would not have my kids live that way so this is what I have to do and I will .. NO PERSON will stop me from providing for my kids!

You see my photography as some sort of damn game . like I'm wasting my time with it. It's not it's fuckin undeniable that this can go somewhere and if you can't see that .. you will end up just like the rest of the people who didn't belive in me ... sayin shit like "I remember when".

I love you but I will NOT be held down from my dreams .. I have to do this. I have let way too many others keep me from doing what I KNOW I was meant to do .. I'm not letting that happen EVER again. Photography is a part of me and it will NEVER go away.. it will take time and it will always be in our lives for as long as you stay around.

I guess you don't understand something .. when you gave me shit today about leaving ... to go edit pics .. you basically said you don't give a fuck about what my photography means to me. That is something I will always have .. there is nothing to gurantee you will be always be here with me.

We have the rest of our lives to spend time with each other .. I told you this year and next I would be very busy and it would have to be that way. Sacrifices have to be made .. and if you continue on the path that you are .... then you will be the 1st to leave. I can be alone with my daughter I have no issues with that .. I have survived worse in my life .. you haven't. I will fight for the future of my kids and if anyone is in my way of that they can be assured they will be cut off personally.

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