Destination Nowhere

This is going to sound so bad and I know anyone reading it without any background on me is going to think I'm just a complete asshole but here it goes.

I'm not sure if I'm in love with Jen anymore. I can't tell what it is. We have fallen into this rut of daily activities that I'm just not used to having. We go to work ... come home , dinner watch the same shows, bed, start again. Weekends are a bore too.

This last weekend we did nothing but sit around. Some days it's nice but I'm starting not to like it.


On Saturday I just wanted to leave .. drive off somewhere with or without her and go nowhere for awhile ... like a day. Just drive with no destination.

I'm going crazy once again. I feel this sometimes and don't know how to handle it. I question my relationship with Jen on constant intervals throughout the day. I can't have sex with her anymore .. I'm not attracted to her. On the other hand I feel real bad for feeling this way.


I see other girls and I know I could be dating them but on the other hand I fell in love with Jen personality .. .those girls didn't really have one. No ambitions.

I want to do more. I want us both to do more together... I like wandering the Earth taking pictures.. she thinks I'm weird.

I don't know what to do.

Clive Law