Yes... it's about that time again in my life where I'm torn right down the middle.
Not sure which side is right .. which side is wrong.
There is no instruction manual for this .. not even a good word of advice. Was I supposed to just act like things never happened? I caused a lot of pain .. i think it's because I'm messed up .. not you.
I also think I will continue on this path because it's who I am .. who I always have been.
a family? .. would love to have a real family but it's still very foreign to me and I'm not sure at this time it can ever be taught.
"Continue .. and you will die a lonely death"
Probably true.
I'm content being alone no matter what some think.
I'm not content when someone knows me too well.
it hurts too much when they leave.. that's a pain I will
NEVER feel again.
Clive
