Thursday, May 24, 2007

11 weeks

In about 11 weeks I'm going to be a father again. It's comin soon .. real soon.
I'm pretty excited about it.. to see what this little being will be like... will he/she act and look like me .. like Jen? What will this little one grow up to be like? It's exciting to think that I will have an influence on this childs life. With Xavier and Able I wasn't there like I should have been ... circumstances kept me away. I had to get out of that town or I would of ended up just like all the others there. Bored miserable and in jail.

Jen's mentioned the other day how she felt as if I was only thinking about the baby and not her ... not true. I am pretty excited about the baby and I talk about how I want to do all these things with him/her but in my thoughts I have included her as well.

Clive

Monday, May 14, 2007

Lazy People

What is it with some people not wanting to work? I have been dealing with this guy at work who in his own words told me he doesn't belive in hard work. He went on to say how it would never get you anywhere. He's 33 and been nothing but a desktop support guy all his life. He doesn't have any expierence with anything else besides that. Not even Active Directory! yet for some reason he thinks he should be a supervisor?? Explain that to me..please.

He bitched about how he wanted to do more and have more projects but the small ones he's given he can't or refuses to complete. He does nothing but sit at his desk and surf the net looking for get rich quick schemes. He said he hates workin in IT but yet doesn't do anything about it.

I fuckin hate people like that!! I want I want but don't do shit about it.. I went from making 18k to 39k in about a year.. how? Hard fuckin work... beating the books and my brain till I felt it swell. Now I can do more and I love it.

How can anyone have the attitude that the world owes them everything? He came to this country to make a better life I suppose but thinks we (world) should hand it to him. FUCK HIM.. I'm tired of pickin up the slack for this guy. I'm tired of workin my ass off at work and he gets to sit there doing nothing!!

He has been pissed at me lately because I have been forcing him to work .. now he doesn't have time to do stupid shit... oh well!
Lazy Lazy Lazy!!