Bored

So here I am on Monday bored as fuck in the Local Lib station. I don't have anything to do these days. I got so used to working nights and fuckin off during the days that it's weird to have a few weeks off from all of that. The good thing is that I have access to a lot of books!

There's a girl sitting a few feet away from me that loks exactly like Sherry. It's almost scarey to me. Damn I wonder what it would be like if I had stayed with her. I know that I would be better off finacially but as far as my happiness goes I would be dying about now. She stood in the military as far as I heard and she was off to Iraq.

I don't know if she ever made it back or what happened with all of that. This girl makes the same faces as her even. I can tell she's about 19 just like when I met Sherry.

I don't know what the fuck I'm writing about anymore Im gone!

Clive

WTF?

So yea when I left here the other day I got a call, it was HP! What are they calling about, to just rub in the fact that they are not going to hire me after saying that they would?
It was a woman named Ashley. She said that there were a few people that were not going to work out for the company and if I was still interested that they would love to have me on the team. WTF? I had no idea what to day because I had just applied for another IT job that day and was hired on the spot. Also I have an intership with another Tech company (which reminds me I have to call again about today).

After some time thinking about it I called her back and said that I would take the offer. I start on the 29th. Well what do I do in the meantime? Now I have to go back to Verizon and tell them after all of that shit in one day I can't work for them. This HP thing had better go as planned or I'll have to hang someone from their eyelids!

After droppin Jen (my roommate) off at work I went down the street to the Tech place where I was wanting the internship. There was another guy there. I explained what I was looking for and he was not cool with it. He said that he wanted to pay me something for my time. I don't think he understands that I have a job and all I was and am looking for is expierence in the IT field. No matter he said that him and his partner would be talking more about it today and call me as soon as they have come to an agreement.

It's almost 4p now I hope they call me soon.

Clive Law

HP FUCKS!

Ahhh so I moved here because I was supposed to start working for HP. Well as it turns out someone at the recruiting office I went to for the job fucked up and took way too long submitting my info and they pulled the offer. What the hell am I going to do now. I have to somehow make it to Akron for Syn's wedding and I have absolutly no cash, and I'm the best man!

This really sucks bad, yeah that's all the words I have for it too.

I went to this place that does Tech Support for Verizon Online and got a job but it only pays $9.00 an hour....SHIT! I dunno once again how I'm going to do it but I have no other optionsbut to try again. Another situation that I face now is that I don't have a way out there. If I had a car it's only like 7 miles down the road and hardly a trip to take but I don't and my hours are 3:30p to midnight. If Jen really had to she could pick me up then but how do I get there? I have not seen any bus routes going out there.

God I really hope this was all in you plan for me, really because I can't handle much more than this!

Clive

Indianapolis

So here I am in a new city once again. I have not had access to an interet connection in some time now but I have finally made it to the local library. Pretty cool here they loan out laptops for use in the library. I have soo much to write but don't feel really like doing it all right now. I may come back tonight if I can.

Things are already starting off on the wrong foot here!